I pulled this post from draft posts that I was too afraid to publish. this was written about 6 months ago and needs to get processed. it aint pretty…

This is the first truly honest, and by far the most personal Blog post I have published to date. I need to write it in spite of the fact that it will upset many people close to me. As I type, I will be constantly aware that all three of my children will someday read it, and that is my only restricting guideline.

I would encourage those who are in a tough spot, or “having a hard time” with life, to read a bit further. A tiny glimpse into my life will surely lift your spirits. Not to boast, but one thing I have absolutely perfected as of late is being a bit of a shit magnet.

This post is being written during an extreme downward swing of my life-experience pendulum, but also from the perspective and  anticipation of an eminent up-swing.

Typing these words may just be the most groundbreaking event in MY life, and I suspect that this very post is an important part of a complex healing process I have been searching for.

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